Disappearing Carpet Beaters
Carpet beaters disappeared from back courtyards when broadloom and vacuum cleaners came into use – when oriental rugs had been lost in bombings, during an era when there was no cash to buy replacements, and when the workers who previously transported coiled floor coverings downstairs for cleaning had been casualties of battle.
The local business where I would bring my tights to get them repaired when they had a run – a shop named “Ladder Quick” – vanished when the Wall fell and western companies began offering low-cost stockings in the East.
The spout guards that decorated the spouts of large coffee pots that once stood on dining tables at German family reunions – those drip catchers were phased out as soon as the children who came of age in the last days of the war finally rebelled against their elders and no longer arranged large gatherings, opting rather to travel to Italy and import Italian coffee machines from there.
Items fade away when they are deprived their reason for being, as though they require nourishment demanding to be met.
Items fade away if they lack their reason for being, as though they, too, have a hunger demanding to be met. And even if the reason for their vanishing is infinitely far removed from the items at hand – as unrelated, say, as the crimes of the German Wehrmacht are from coffee in Germany, notoriously weak, contained in distinctive pots it constantly dripped until controlled by the spout guard, a little roll of sponge on an elastic band adorned with a pearl perched atop the brewer’s top, a minor item that shielded linen tablecloths in Germany from liquid spills through the early seventies – still, no matter how far removed the object might be from the tradition, the invention, or the upheaval that results in its demise, that disappearance establishes a link which is incredibly strong. For example, the Berlin-based painter Heinrich Zille noted that you could kill a person with an apartment with equal ease as via a blade.
So the small cylinder of padding and its rubber loop are thrown away, implying that today Germans are prosperous enough to holiday in Italy once more and to return with espresso makers in their suitcases when they return. Similarly to every thing, however basic, holds inside the entire understanding of its era, in the same manner that every abstract concept can be found in a reel of mending yarn, for example: similarly, every time an object vanishes from everyday life, far more is lost than the item in question – the way of thinking that is associated with it is gone, and the way of feeling, the awareness of what fits and what isn’t, what you can afford and what is out of reach. We no longer possess repair thread nowadays! Really, how come? One should not repair their hosiery, they should buy new ones!
Personal Losses
Whenever I go on a journey, I forget no fewer than one neckwear or hat, sometimes even some shades or a timepiece. I’ve additionally misplaced a number of things during relocations: some trim from an old rustic wardrobe, some window shades, and on one occasion I additionally forgot the typing machine I relied on for my initial pieces. While the hotel rooms I left were modest, and the residences I moved out of were undoubtedly bare, the items were gone regardless subsequently; in some way, somewhere, they had vanished in the no man’s land during the transition, it happened so regularly that I began to expect it while preparing my bag or my boxes, like it was a forfeit, a cost I needed to bear for the change in my circumstances, and in this regard, despite all the randomness, it was nonetheless fitting. Nevertheless, in the course of my daily routine, the quantity of items surrounding me never decreased, but instead grew, the piles grew higher, the binders bulkier, I could imagine that a blaze would start and I would stow my notebooks, missives, and photo albums under my arm and dash out of the house, but thankfully no flames erupted.
An Outsider’s View
Not long ago, a visitor from Russia called on me. She moved to Germany a year ago bringing her quartet of offspring. A piano, how lovely! she remarks as she comes into my home. What a wonderful collection of books! Walking a bit farther, she points to some artworks by my son hanging on the wall and comments: Wonderful! She notes: It’s wonderful to own items like these. In the beginning, I am confused by what she means; after all she has four children herself. Ah, she responds and beams, one cannot bring all possessions. Sure, sure, I respond. So, she says, still smiling, we created a significant blaze, we all sat around it, subsequently we took page after page in our possession, we looked at everything again and remembered the artist behind each piece, their age at the time, we appreciated it collectively one last time, and then we incinerated everything. It was a lovely bonfire, we were chanting. I don’t say anything at this point. You can’t take it all with you, she echoes and notes happily: We left with four children and two large suitcases. That was all.
Everyday Tasks
“How often in grey hours, O splendid craft, / When daily living captures me in {its circle wild|